GHOST'S SEMI-DAILY DRIVEL

Sorry I've been gone so long.

For quite a while now I've been having alot of health issues. Much trouble breathing and horrible chest pains. Sometimes to the point of thinking I might die. and I couldn't do anything but lay in bed for the fact that, whenever I got up I felt like I may faint.

I had a visit to the E.R. where they diagnosed me with acid reflux and gave me prescriptions for that...which obviously didn't work (Because that's not what I had..idiots) and gave me an extra week of horrible pain D:

finally I went to the doctors and he diagnosed me with Pleurisy or Constochondritis, which he gave me meds for. After the first treatment helped, but didn't cure me competely, he gave me a second refill, and after that helped more and did not cure me completely I feel kind of scared, especially now that there seems to be a lump in my chest, right below my right collar bone (where the source of the pain has been, for the most part, with the addition of the pain shooting straight through to my shoulder blade)

So I'm going back to the doctors soon to figure out what this may be. Hopefully it's nothing too serious. But I want to thank my darling for being there for me, though all the late night panic attacks, bouts of breathlessness, pain and worry that I've been dealing with. For calling me up and talking to me when I couldn't stop crying because I couldn't breathe, for helping me sleep when I was too scared to, and for making sure that I was comfortable and worry-free. He's made me feel a great deal better, and pulled me through when I felt like something may be horribly wrong with me or that the pain was too much to bare, I love you very, very much.

So, I'll be back soon hopefully and I just wanted to let my friends on here know why I've been gone and what's been going on.

Talk to you guys soon.

P.s. Azrael, I miss you! please send me texts or call me or come visit me RIGHTNOW! ;D you know you want to.